For the Birthday of My Son
It was cloth diapers and tiny toes,
It was pacifiers with yawns so big they would fall out.
It was a wrapped child in toilet paper screaming with pride,
It was a child with hurt feelings with a blanket over his head trying to hide.
It was hands covered with mud that went straight to the mouth,
Pockets with bugs and coffee cans with all sorts of icky things,
It was handmade cards with dinosaurs and cartoon characters with poems
that would melt the heart.
It was birthday parties that brought joy to his face.
It was trips to the park feeding the ducks, watching him learn to kick a ball, ride a bike and chase a dog that ran loose in the neighborhood.
It was cheering him on at a soccer games. Seeing him sad when a girl broke his heart. Seeing him in his room studying and dreaming of a future career.
It was hearing his yells in the night with growing pains in his legs.
It was watching him plan his college years. It was sneaking in his room at night,even as he aged, to be able to give him the sign of the cross on his forehead like I did when he was young. I wanted God to watch him closely all the days of his life and to tell him I loved him while he lay sleeping, no matter his age.
It was watching him run around a track as hard and fast as he could. It was knowing after he ran, he would come up just to check on me and afterwardsthank me for just being there to support him. It was watching him graduate and become the fine man I knew through all those 2 a.m. feedings he would be.
It was planting a seed and trying to nurture it and standing back, as he became an adult and watching it grow.
It was watching him become a father and seeing new little lives like the one he had once been. It was seeing the things I saw in him in the ones he created. It was watching me leave a part of his life and feeling as if a part of him was gone forever. It was seeing him embrace a new chapter in his life I had raised him to foster.
It was and is a beautiful ride today, on his birthday, and every day that God blessed me to be a part of. May he always know God intended him to be placed with me and I with him for this sole purpose. May he age with grace, love and happiness. May he one day be able to write and feel exactly how I feel towards him towards his children.
Happy Birthday Mike
With all my love,